I already was deep into thinking&planning to stop,had a plan to save this,get to this point,and then stood back and realised ten,twenty thousand made fuck all difference,because it was just a prop for a year or two.If what i was going to do changewise happened,better to just get started,rather than wait for a financial crutch to give me strength to jump in.I had worked so hard and diligently for the company,and had a reason to want a few weeks off at a certain period with someone visiting and was denied because we were remodelling a store somewhere,so i just went into the HR office,said give me some paper,wrote out my resignation took it to my boss,who said whoa you can have that time off,but like giving up smoking or drugs or alcohol you make a choice and its done.
The hardest part is the jumping in,because even if you have half a million spare,at 39 that wont see you out,and even if it nearly is,i see so many ex-pats trying to thrift their way through living cos all they have is savings being eaten,thats not living the dream either,just not working isnt the dream.Having time to do what you want is the point,cant buy time even if you can buy bitcoin.
Oh yeah people will think youve had a breakdown and its just a phase,then 20 yrs later they see why.
good luck,do it tomorrow or next year its all the same isnt it?Just have to start.