Lol, I've been thinking this for ages...
Maybe the Amazon documentary on THFC wasn't a title, but a question...? And we went with the latter...!
I have led my life, reasonably successfully, by eliminating things that don't bring me joy or peace. I chose to follow this club, I became a fan, an actual fanatic because it brang me immense joy and pride. But the way we have transitioned from a club who had an edge and an individualised identity and colourful history to another capitalist mega corp, simply gouging money from the pockets of everyone who it comes into contact with, makes me sad and angry.
Ill still care whatever happens, but nothing like I once did.
The only way I see things changing is if it all comes crashing down and that'll include relegation, financial trouble and being brought for cheap by a speculative owner who will try to bring back the glory days we have never really enjoyed in the Premier League era...
There's no one at the club who is worth half a fucking wank right now, no one who actually cares about Spurs and until someone does, it cannot change.
If we don't thrash Sunderland tomorrow then it's fucking nailed on, the light will be out and I will cut out another thing in my life that simply annoys and frustrates me. I will welcome the inevitable and the take the ridicule due in a nonchalant way, telling myself those in charge didn't care enough about me, my club, my dedication my feelings, to invest and do a better job when it was actually necessary.
While I got Audere est Facere tattooed across my chest and beat my chest every time we crossed the white line, not a fucking single person with the position of power to actually dare did... Not one of them have dared and consequently we never did...
#ENICOUT